my stress reliever

poems. i write them often. here are just some random ones ive written.

your mesmerizing frame is dangerously close to me. Your skin, luminous and touchable, inches from me, sending millions of tiny electrical surges throughout my whole body. Every vertebrate, ever muscle, pumping with electricity. Every drop of blood flowing through me like a river attempting to reach the other side of the world. Carrying with it hope, secrets, and a life time of memories floating about. if there was only an inch of myself left that has anything left for me to hold on to. the sun, overly bright and captivating, brings me close, draws me in, similar to what you do to me. before you, there wasn't an existing thought on my mind that believed itself could last. before you i felt untouchable, unbreakable. Slowly life begins to shut down. My life begins to fall apart piece by piece, softly crumbling away from what hope i still have left. It disappears into the light, being swallowed by our soft auras.

My body begins to feel weightless. I slowly begin to lay on the bed of grass which is placed underneath us. every green blade of grass speckled with raindrops falling gently from above. the sun, high above, breathes me into its warm air and i am hypnotized by its luminous rays. your gentle fingers trace my spine, sending surges through my body. your hair, soft to the touch, slowly brushing across my face. your breath, warm and subtle, i can feel whispering into my ear. with every beat my heart takes another breath in of air.

you take my mind and spin it around till i cant see straight. a blurred vision but your still stuck in the center focus i see you perfectly, but its me that you cant see is wanting it so much enough, is my willingness to give myself to you too much? or is the whole concept of me releasing my vulnerability to you impossible. i wish you were just able to hold my hand and never let it go and as our hands collide together and become one the beats dancing around my head in our misty aromas not even pausing for a breath but our hands tracing the outline of one another's body your eyes slowly close. and as your heart raises towards the sky everything around us black and white you and me in sync. colorful and wrapped interchanging shades of color a light gasp of air, taking it in as if it were our first and this innocent feeling we are experiencing as if we have before but a loss of innocence has approached and as your wrapped in my arms the thoughts in your mind sing to me they whisper your deepest secrets and wants i whisper mine to you