my heart is having a hard time breathing

it happened. isn't this what i wanted? or maybe i was searching for the wrong thing, but ended up in the right. it was just like i imagined. perfect. but perhaps the perfection cant last. there is no predicition to this situation. all i can pray for is that this doesnt afffect anything else.

there is a piece of my heart that wants to hold you forever, but knows this isn't quite a possibility

i wish you could see in me what you see in the guys. just know ill be here if you need me. ill wait if i have to. if im going in the wrong path, just tell me. im okay with settling for less. ill love you just the same. don't forget that please.

your my best friend. and i love you.